My existence is a scandal
So i think
Cuz my coercion to people
Fades away in a blink.

People have so many a hitch,
Neither feelings nor time to care,
But what if no confidants when you need them,
Is life fair?

Tired of keeping everyone happy,
Tired of faking smiles,
Tired of wearing a mask,
Throughout the journey of miles.

Dive into my archive,
There you will find,
What a person I am,
Sensitive, considerate and kind.

Fragile as a feather,
Broken like a vase,
I think life's been playing with me,
Forgetting the difficult phase.

Dream as if you'll live forever
And live as if you'll die today, they said...
Thought it was true until I realized
It is only the complexion that is alluring but a devil inside the head.

If only I were normal,
And not filled with many a conception,
I think I would not quite comprehend
The true living in a world of deception.